Heavy Lids

So I have been a fairly crabby mood for the last few years days and I think I might have figured out what the specific problem is this time.  Although I have been sleeping fairly well, my eye lids have been killing me.  Like no sleep for days/sleeping in contacts, kind of killing me.  This has made me feel tired even though I am not really tired.  I suspect that the change in the weather is to blame and it might actually be allergy related.  Do any of you suffer from this?  Then of course the question is what to do about it.  Don't really have the money to go to the doctor, so just deal with it I guess.  It is nice to know what is wrong though.  I have been so grumpy that I have been hesitant to post on the blog.  I have saved a very long list of things that must go, but it is getting so long and it just makes me surly to specifically type out my gripes.  Hopefully this explains my lack of non child posts.  So for happy thoughts....I bought a new table runner on clearance at Target this week for a few bucks.  It has birds on it and I am a sucker for birds.  Today I found Mae coloring on it.

 I just want to publicly thank my mom for setting such a good example for her daughter.  No matter what I broke/lost/damaged my mom never lost it with me or made me feel bad.  She loves stuff but at the same time doesn't care about stuff at all.  I can hear her voice in my head, "Well you can't take it with you."  This powerfully loving example has helped me to calm down today and hug Mae a little more.  Thanks again mom.